The idiocy of the internet and solving life issues.

I got rid of my facebook profile a few months ago because I realized that 95% of the people contacting me on it were just making sure they were better off than me. Fucking assholes from my past reaching out as though they're friends, and then NOTHING. Between that and all of the toxic lies my family tells about our happy little past, it makes me want to jump off of a fucking bridge. Why is it okay for people to behave like selfish, destructive dicks forever, but then when they feel guilty, all is forgiven?? What the fuck? So I guess all the anger and hurt my fucking fuck dick family members caused is now far enough away that we can all have a good laugh about how fucked up it all was?? So it's okay to emotionally fuck somebody for a set period of time, and then when the guilt strikes, then the love in starts? Fuck that shit. Why are some assholes allowed to hold on to their anger like it's a fucking priceless artifact, and then when they realize how bad that is, they suddenly expect everyone around them to be game for playing "I'm sorry"?? I understand now where hatred comes from. I hate my family, and I feel boiling rage whenever they try to talk to me. I also hate most of the people I've met. At least half of them have been self absorbed fuckers, and most people I meet seem to make sport of gossiping. I've had it. I want to live with old, suspicious racist fuckers. At least they're honest about their hatred. I don't trust anybody that's in a good mood. The ground state of humanity is mistrust, anger and paranoia. If somebody says they love you, they're probably lying. We're doomed as a species. We're the worst thing ever to happen. Humans are shit. We are capable of such incredibly beautiful things, but then we have to go do shit like fucking go to war and create nuclear weapons. The only people I like are people I've met that have NOTHING to do with my family or my past. Even then, I can count my friends on one messed up, missing fingers hand. Humans are the scum of the universe. If there is indeed a GOD, you'd think that he/she/it would have a huge fucking hard on to show the universe what a great god they are by creating a species that doesn't fight, hate, or sow bitterness everywhere they go. But NOOO....we have creation myths that describe destruction and violence. There is no god. There is no purpose for our existence. We are filthy fucking animals with the evolutionary hiccup of the ability of Abstract Thought. The single greatest scourge in the universe. Abstract thought has allowed our puerile species to compartmentalize our violent intent, and rationalize the rape of other people and our planet. No other animal has been as purposefully destructive to the planet as humans. Sure, the dinosaurs grew too big, but it wasn't on purpose. They were in the wrong place at the wrong time. It wasn't a design, it was an unfortunate accident. If that meteor hadn't struck the planet and wiped them off the face of the earth, things would be drastically different. Oooh, we know about Quarks and germs! But yet we still fucking kill each other. But we believe in GOD! He/she/it will save us! As long as we subscribe to a set of conditions that we THINK this all powerful being made up, we can rape and kill and plunder as much as we want because the OTHERS ARE UNBELIEVERS. So obviously it's okay to fucking skull fuck their children and murder them. When I was younger I thought that I loved people, but now that I'm older, I feel that everyone is a fucking lying opportunist and that there's no point in trusting anyone. Just look at our government. We vote with our hate. We don't vote for hope. Barack Obama was voted in because of how many people hated Bush. If that fucking moron had done just a little bit better, most people would've put fucking McCain and Palin in the White House. Where would we be then? I've always imagined that if warheads were hurtling towards us, I would break open a liqour store and have a last drink with my girlfriend/wife, or a barring that, a strange woman. How close we are to that. Humans are the worst thing to ever happen in the universe. If our children live to 70 I'll be impressed. there's a lot of sugar in the gas tank right now..